It's been awhile,11 months to be exact since I've written a blog. Some may wonder why, well I don't have an answer to that. These past 11 months I felt inspired to write, the urge to write and the desire to write but I couldn't find the courage I needed to actually write anything until at this very moment. It's crazy that at this very moment at 1:17am, I listened to what my mind have been telling me for months which is " Just do it". You know how that goes, you want to do it but just tell yourself " I will do it tomorrow". Well my " I will do it tomorrow" lasted 11 months. One thing is for sure if you wait to do it until the time is right, it's ok as long as you don't give up.
I won't lie, I missed writing. I have so much to write about and I know I will express and write all of these thoughts and feelings I have been feeling these past few months in due time. If you follow me on social media, you will know that I've been on cloud 9 since September 28, 2016 which is the day that I found out that I was expecting. Yes, God had blessed me with the most rewarding gift that I could have ever imagined. I wanted a child for the longest, but it never worked out when I wanted it. As soon as I gave it to God and said "I trust in you God, when the time is right it will happen", it happened less than 2 months later. God wanted me to be patient and trust in him. I've never been so happy in my life before, I prayed for this child of mines and now he is my reality which I delivered on May 31, 2017 and named him MESSIAH L, JEAN.
You see how 11 months can fly by, I had a baby since the last time I wrote a blog. Time flies! I knew that I would never give up my love for writing and this blog, I just needed to write again when the time was right. I wanted to just simply enjoy my pregnancy and my child but at the back of my mind I thought of my love for writing. I didn't give up and I won't ever give up. There will be things in your life that you will question and may think it's just too hard to achieve. No matter what, keep pushing and never give up. You have to believe in yourself more than ever and make shit happen for yourself.
The worst thing to do is GIVE UP and live in regrets years from now all because you didn't follow your heart and most of all your dreams. No matter what DON'T STOP UNTIL YOU'RE PROUD, until then keep on going and keep on reaching for your goals. Iam satisfied for now but I know there is so much more for me to reach and accomplish and with now being a mother I want to accomplish all of my goals more than ever.
My love for writing never went away, it just took a little break so look out for more from me. I have a lot to write about, these past few months taught me a lot about myself, friends, family, love and so much more. I can't wait to share my love of writing on a daily basis with you all again.
A Confident Love From Me To You
Xoxo, Yanika.
