To: My CONFIDENT QUEENS
I wasn’t expecting to write a blog at this very moment but I felt as if God was telling me to do so after I wrote in my journal so here I am. 2019,WHAT A YEAR! I must say this year was a good year but it kicked my ass a few times. I know that life will never be perfect, we will all go through things that will “try” to break us. The reason why I say “try” is because in all reality nothing can break us. Whatever it is that you’re going through, just know in due time you will be ok. I get it, at first it doesn’t seem that way but everything I went through this year, only made me stronger. Every obstacle that I was faced with was a lesson to be learned. In the moment of course I was questioning God as in “ Why me?” But not only did God show me why he put me through it, he also taught me a lesson through it.
You will go through shit but don’t don’t let it break you, learn from it and grow from it. I’m grateful for everything I went through in 2019, the good and the bad. I don’t have any regrets, the things I wanted to accomplish that I didn’t, it’s ok I will get it done in 2020. Don’t beat yourself up about things you had no control over or didn’t get a chance to accomplish. As long as you didn’t give up, you’re fine! Life is too short to stress over every little thing. JUST BREATHE! Be thankful that you were allowed to see every single day of 2019, that itself is a blessing. We are all humans dealing with different things, none of us is perfect. Someone is probably reading this blog wishing that they had a car not knowing someone else could be reading this blog wishing they had a job not knowing the person who has the car doesn’t have a a job and Vice Versa so be thankful for it all. Regardless of anything, WE ARE ALL BLESSED!
I honestly feel that this year showed me that getting out my comfort zone is OK and to expect the best out of every situation that Iam dealt with. Things will happen in your life that won't make sense in the beginning but at the end of it all, you will understand why you went through it. Don't be afraid to grow and to blossom into the person that you are meant to be. Don't dwell on what happen, it already happened so move on. Don't feel bad for letting go of people that didn't appreciate you, it's their loss. Don't think it's too late to accomplish the things that you want, It's never too late. Don't think for a second you aren't worthy when in all reality you are more than enough. You accomplish more than you could of even imagined in 2019 so be thankful for it all.
2020 is your year, CLAIM IT! Let's manifest everything our heart desires and get things done. Stop waiting and wishing to do what you want to do, just get up, do the work and get it done. I'm letting go of so many things in 2019 and one of them is SELF DOUBT. I know that God got me and there isn't one thing that I can't do. I know that I'm capable of doing it all as long as I do the work and the same goes for you. So for every goal that you set to achieve in 2020, remind yourself that you are going to get it done by any means necessary. I believe in you so believe in yourself!
I survived a fire which was the hardest thing I had to deal with in 2019 but I'm thankful my family and I survived it. Here I am 2 weeks later writing this blog and closer to God that I've ever been. God will destroy to rebuild and some crisis you go through are intended to change you and despite losing everything ( materialistic things), I gained so much more which will guide me for the rest of my life. I honestly think God put me through that for a bigger purpose, I can't wait to fulfill my purpose and my testimony.
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I wish you nothing but the best and may 2020 bring you noting but joy and peace. Know that you're worth it and you are capable of accomplishing it all. MANIFEST EVERYTHING YOUR HEART DESIRES, My Confident Queen CONFIDENCE IS YOU!
A Confident Love from Me to You
Xoxo, Yanika
