As much as I believe in God and held on to my faith, I felt a bit disconnected from him. I didn't like the feeling and I knew in order from me to feel connected again, I needed to go back to Church. So on the very last Sunday of 2018, I made it my duty to make it to Church and Iam happy that I did. Once service was over and I spoke to my pastor, I felt connected again. I had made many excuses to not make it to church which I knew was wrong. If I made time for other things in my life such as going to Brunch with my friends, I needed to make time for God to Thank him for everything that he has done for me and plan on doing for me. Now I give him praise each and everyday but there is nothing like going to church.
You're Blessed! you may think that things aren't going in your favor but one day it will. It's nothing like believing in yourself and God while holding to your faith and hope. Everything that you went through this year, Leave it in 2018. Why bring anything with you into the new year that wasn't good for you? LET GO & LET GOD!!! All the pain, negativity, heart break, and so on that made you scream, cry, want to give up and ask God,WHY? Leave it all behind and start a new chapter with determination, love, hope, faith and positivity. The things that you want for yourself and your life, SPEAK IT INTO EXISTENCE & CLAIM IT!
In the past few years, I've learned to just give thanks for it all and just be grateful that I am able to see another day each and every time I wake up. In 2018, Iam letting go of FEAR, SELF DOUBT, NEGATIVE VIBES, LACK OF COMMITMENT, OVERTHINKING, TAKING THINGS PERSONAL And Anything else that doesn't serve good to me, my soul and sanity. Life won't be perfect but that's ok because regardless of it all, You will always be blessed. Just be thankful and appreciative for all that you have. There is someone out there who is praying for what you have at this very moment, so don't take anything that you have for granted.
If there is a change that you want to make in your life, just make the changes that you need to make while trusting in God while still being grateful for all that you do have now. So 2018, THANK YOU! Iam blessed for it all, It taught me many more lessons and it made me thankful for them all. I pray that 2019 is bigger and greater for you, Just believe it will be. Things will get better for you, I believe in you. Hold on to your HOPE, PRAY & Always be THANKFUL.
A Confident Love From Me to You
Xoxo, YANIKA
A Confident Love From Me to You
Xoxo, YANIKA