The past is the past, what you went through in the past doesn't matter anymore but I understand that you may think of it time to time especially when it involved your heart being broken. No body wants to relive their heart being broken, I know I don't but what I learned in life is that you have to take chances. If you worry about what happen in the past, how will you know what the future brings you.
You meet a guy, he is exactly what you want in someone to love you. He shows you a great time and the more he does, the more you find yourself opening your heart to him. Memories of your past starts creeping up in your mind, scared that he may not be everything he seems. The pain you went through in the past never gave you hope to want to love again therefore you locked your heart up to never give it another chance to be free. He likes you and he truly sees the Queen that you are but you refuse to believe him.
I've been there and for two years I refused to open my heart, my past truly traumatized me but he took his time to heal my heart and he was patient to wait until my heart was completely healed so I can love him properly. Fast forward to now, we have been together for almost 2 years now. I always ask myself "what if I never would of let my guard down to love again?", truth is I would of missed out on true love. I would of missed out on someone actually treating me as the Queen I am. I gave him a chance with my whole being, of course Iam scared to get my heart broken again. I don't know what the future holds, but for righty now Iam loving him more and more each and everyday. Things do happen but you have to also remind yourself as well that your heart will heal again and life goes on.
The men that hurt you and didn't treat you as you we're suppose to in the past wasn't worthy of having you. I call all my Exes different experiences. They all taught me that they weren't worthy of having me, as much as my heart was in pain, I learned a lesson from my pain. When it first happen, of course you will never understand why you are going through the pain of a broken heart but in due time you will be happy that the situation you were in is now over.
Don't let the next man that comes into your life suffer for the mistake the last asshole did to you. Not everyone will see the beauty of your worth, but you are worthy of having someone love you for exactly who you are. Stop putting your guard up, stop being so afraid to love again. Not all men are the same, they are all different. You will go through different situations and BS experiences with every love you have.
You deserve a guy that can make your heart forget it was ever broken, if you haven't find him yet, BE PATIENT! Never rush love, trust me it will come when you least expect it and at times it will be someone who is already in your life. You just have to be patient as I said many times before YOU ARE WORTHY OF SOMEONE LOVING YOU!
Yes you have been hurt before and so have thousands of other women, it will hurt but your heart will heal again. Don't let go of someone who wants to love you, what if he isn't playing you?! What if everything he tells you is the truth? But you so caught up with those that hurt you, you're not realizing how good he is to you. Let go of the past and those who hurt you, they didn't deserve you. He isn't who hurt you, stop letting love go by because you are scared, remind yourself YOU DESERVE LOVE.
A Confident Love From Me To You
Xoxoxo Yanika
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