He likes you, but you're scared. He thinks that you're beautiful but you're scared. He wants to be with you and share many great memories with you but you're scared. He wants to make you happy but you're scared. Why are you scared?! Because the last guy you dated did you wrong. The last guy you trusted and loved, cheated and never told you how beautiful you are so you feel that this new guy will do the same. My confident dolls what the last guy did to you is what HE did to you. Not every guy is the same and that's something I had to learn myself. My EX damaged me so bad I thought all men were the same. But they are not, some may do the same dumb sh*t but they are all different at the end of the day.
So you have the perfect guy but you're so scared that he is giving up on you. He doesn't want to but he is trying and you don't realize it. Your heart is aching and tears of falling, scared to be hurt again. I've been there and Iam thankful that he didn't give up on me. Iam thankful that he was patient and he showed me that my heart will be whole again to allow someone in to love me. I appreciate my boyfriend now for that. You can't allow yourself to be hurt forever, things happen and people change. What the last guy did to you doesn't define who you are. He was an ass that didn't appreciate a great woman like you but now you have someone that wants to appreciate you but you're scared.
Stop being scared to give love another chance again. Stop being scared to allow someone to love you for you. Stop it, just stop it. It's not worth it, you're only hurting yourself. You're letting a chance of love go because you're scared. Don't let what happen in the past ruin the great things that will happen for you in the future. Allow love to love you, let it show you that you deserve to be loved. My confident dolls I understand the past pain but believe me when I say this don't let what happen stop you from being treated like the Queen you are.
Let go and let god. He has to place a few frogs in your life before your Prince Charming finds you. Trust god plan, I used to be mad at my broken hearts because I knew I was an amazing girl but I learned that they weren't good enough for a girl like me. I was too good for them and my broken hearts actually helped me to become better and much more appreciative of love.
So now you have this amazing guy in your life and you are willing to give him a chance. He makes you so happy, you're happy. Everything is good and you're no longer scared. You're thankful, you don't even think about what hurted you before. You are where you want to be and he makes you feel special. You haven't gone all the way with him (sex wise) cause you don't want to give him all that power. I respect that, take your time. Don't lay on your back just because he makes you happy. Do it when you feel it's right and you're comfortable with doing it.
So the night comes when you feel it's time but you tell him you want the lights off and you want your shirt on. At first he asks you why but you lie and say " you got a few tricks to show you" Why you lying?! You know you just too ashamed for him to see you naked, scared he might leave you and won't be interested anymore once he sees you naked. I've been there and one thing I know for sure when a guy is truly into you and cares about you for you. He doesn't care about how you look naked, because at the end of the day he cares for you on the inside instead of what is on the outside. So you're finally doing it but you're scared to do anything cause in your head all these stupid thoughts about him thinking about how you look will make him never do it with you again. You have to stop, you have to stop and just let it be. Have fun and show him what you're working with. You laid with him so there for he is worth it and you know he not only with you for the sex. Yes I know how you feel but at the same time you're miserable when you're suppose to be having fun.
Being scared of everything that comes with love will never make you truly happy. You just have to let things be and let it flow. Like I said before LET GO AND LET GOD. What is meant to be will be, you can't let the past hunt you down to your future. Allow him to love you and all of you with the lights Off and ON. Stop being scared to be yourself, know that you're worthy of love and deserve to be loved. Take your time and just let it flow. You're worth it and you deserve to be loved, BELIEVE YOU DO!
A Confident Love From Me To You
Xoxo, Yanika
Thank You♡
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